On my mind...

Lately only one thing has been on my mind... more like one person, and a night I will never forget. It was June 24th, two days after my birthday and it was the day I found out someone I care so much about was going to be leaving for 2 years. That night we went to the park with his friends, we just layed under the stars looking over the valley and he just simply held my hand and then we got back in the car and he showed me this song, it was one I had never heard and he said it was one that reminded him of me and then he began to sing along with it as we drove off. That night was the night he first told me he loved me, words he had never said to anyone else and words I would long to hear...I listen to the song on days I miss him because it reminds me of that day and reminds me of that summer... Today is one of those days.

"Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine Just hold me tight, lay by my side Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time I found my place in the world Could stare at your face for the rest of my days Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me Warm and alive I'm all over you Would you smother me?Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone I hold my breath and lose the feeling that I'm on my own Hold me too tight, stay by my side And let me be the one who calls you baby all the time I found my place in the world Could stare at your face for the rest of my days Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me Warm and alive I'm all over you Would you smother me?When I'm alone time goes so slowI need you here with meand how my mistakes have madeYour heart breakStill I need you here with meBaby I'm hereNow I can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me Warm and alive I'm all over you Would you smother me?Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me Warm and alive I'm all over you Would you smother me?Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time Let me be the one who calls you baby"

working day and night and everything between...

So here I am sitting here at work coming upon hour 20 that I have been here and still have 9 more hours to go! Boy has it been fun!! Remind me never to do this again, it is pretty much torture just getting an hour of sleep here and there between patients... I don't know how doctors do it! They are pretty much nuts! I think tomorrow I will probably collapse on my bed as I get home at 4pm and just sleep the day away!! I am so thankful for my daddy and sister who were nice enough to bring me dinner, something for breakfast and lunch as well as my needed neccesities for the day- I am pretty sure no one wanted to smell stinky breath! hahaha. Now I am all nice and refreshed!! I think people need to stop getting themselves hurt so I can sleep more! hahaha. Well that is all for today! I am tired and ready to sleep but can't, isn't it terrible?!