FINALLY!

What a day! I got a letter on Thursday from Artie mi amor! :)
I love to get letters from him and it was a letter I had been waiting for, it said the things I had needed to hear. I have always wondered where I stood in his life if I was just the best friend or what and I know it's not the time to worry about it right now since he is 5,000 miles away and still has 8 months out there but a girl still wonders. It turns out he does love me as more than just the best friend and has always thought of us getting serious when he comes home but he was willing to give it all up because I told him I was kind of dating this other kid, but that is LONG OVER and shouldn't have happened, but it's all good things are okay now! I am the only one he will write back to besides emailing his family so that makes me feel pretty special. I really love this boy and it scares me a little... but that doesn't mean I will not try. Love is worth it all and I can't wait to find out the rest of my story!!

Party it up!

Over the weekend I had super fun at Traci's party dressing up and everything! We played twister and pictionary and had fun just being goofy! Here are a couple pics of me and the girlies!

Words Can Not Even Exlain...

OH MY GOSH!!! I can't even put into words what I am feeling right now! I am just so overwhelmed with happiness!!!!! :)
I was kinda bummed that I didn't get to talk to Artie this morning, that I barely missed him but then an hour ago I checked my email and had just gotten a response back from him and then I hurried and wrote back just saying hey are you still there and then I got a mesage "Hey Babe!!!!!!!!!!!" It was so AMAZING! We talked for 15 minutes and it was the best thing that has happened in a long time! I can't remember the last time I was this happy... and over a silly email, well to me it isn't silly but I am pretty sure to all the rest of you it is!! But WOW!!!!! Can't even say how I feel cuz it is just too great to put to words. I love him, I really do... and it is hard with him being gone and not knowing what is going to happen when he gets home but I am just going to see what happens when he gets home and I am happy with that! He is my best friend and a HUGE blessing in my life, one of my greatest! I can't wait to see him again and talk to him again.... only 8 months and 20 days!!!! :)

Missing you...

I woke up this morning and got ready for work and then got on the computer to check my email and to my suprise there was an email from Artie that I had just gotten a couple minutes later... It was just some fun pictures and stuff and then A minute later I get another one!! So I decided to just send him a little email saying hello and then I waited, and waited, and waited...okay so it wasn't that long that I waited cuz I had to go to work but then I just left and figured he saw and that was all... then I got to work and checked my email and there was a response back to him and he wanted to chat with me but I had left just 5 minutes before he responded. I just missed talking to my best friend, the one I love and care for. I miss him so much and it gets hard sometiems, especially when people tell me to not miss him or not to even talk to him. It is my life and I will do what I want, and right now I am missing him....

I am finally blogging... don't really know what I am doing but I am blogging! HOORAY!!! :)